I'll pray too Dee. I know how worried you are. I lost one of my little sons not long ago. Children should bury their parents. Parents should not have to bury their children. All my hopes for him to pull through.
(Don't lose faith even if it feels like it's going for the worse. Our children are God's children and he can call them home. There IS life after death and they DO come back to comfort when you need them most in many ways. Nothing is harder but faith grows deeper.)
Name: Dee Stewart Willamette Valley OR Snowpeak Iris
to be honest at times it is hard to keep the faith, his wife just posted a picture on facebook and now I am crying he looks so thin now and know he has lost 12# in the last week.
His wife takes care of him when she is not working, which is Fri, Sat, and Sun
I ordered my new queen size mattress, headboard, box springs etc, got my eyes examined and they think that I will have to have carioid artery surgery soon and it can not be done unless I get help for him and me, other wise mine will wait, got appt for oil change on Fri.
Today washed sheets, and cleaned the house very well
I can promise you one thing Dee, God doesn't leave us to walk through these trials alone even on those days when we feel so completely alone. I know this first hand. He will carry you when you can't move forward on your own.
Don't waste any time feeling sorry for yourself while your precious son is here with you. Make sure he has all your love and only love. Life is shorter than we think. I know that I have so much to look forward to when my own time comes. We will be with those we've lost soon enough for the scriptures say a thousand years in this sojourn is but a day in Heaven. That means my own son who is with God will only be waiting about 30 min. (God's time) for me to return home and hold him in my arms again. That's barely even enough time for him to miss me. Love is eternal and separation is only temporary. The time will come when nothing will separate you from your son or any of your loved ones for the rest of eternity.