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|I am not sure if it is the planetary changes, solar flares or even just Mother Goddess working within my life but things from my past--as long as 10 years ago--things I had worked through as best I could, laid to rest and pretty much given up on...they are beginning to return to my present.
Most recently- 10-12 years ago, there was a huge split in my family unit-and some members left-I have not seen nor spoken to them for that length of time- not by my choosing but by their choosing - or their other family members choosing, since 2 of them were children. Before the split I was very close to them.
Just this week, one of the children who is now 17 found me on Facebook and has reached out to me. I honestly didnt think I would ever see the children again since the adults in question had tried to poison them against our side of the family. Very messy.
Before that-- a cousin to my first husband who does shop with me but is always very aloof and just business chat-- now he has come forward talking to me like a friend would and expressing concern for his mother's health. I am assuming he knows I am Pagan but I told him I would light a candle and say a prayer for her- and he just grasped at that with his words " yes please, yes please". This man was crying with concern over his mother- but just a few months ago-- he would never have spoken so freely with me.
It just seems like in the past 3 months, things that were over, or solved, or put away are once again rising to the surface...
When I feel the energy around me...it feels like a lake...and the bottom is rising to the top as the top goes to the bottom-
Ideas, thoughts, suggestions...whatever you can offer, I would be interested in reading and learning!
|Then, it seems to me, that 'they' were not resolved/over but simply another path taken by them...to converge with yours again, now. How are you feeling about it? Especially now after the time has passed since you wrote? My family stuff went thru another one of its' gyrations and, having had enough of them, I just walked away not looking back. I kept going back thinking "Oh, it will get better". NOT. Finally after my mother died 'stuff' returned back to its distant and acrimonious level and I decided that after 72 years of it I have had enough. It is MY choice.
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