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Name: Dee Stewart Willamette Valley OR Snowpeak Iris
My son lost his battle with cancer last night after one year of suffering. He no longer could breath and he is now in heaven with his family. Thank you all for being there for me
Oh Dee. Sad but expected news. I'm glad he is not suffering any longer, but I'm sorry for you having lost both your husband and your son. Hugs to you as you begin your own healing journey.
Every day is a second chance. Every day is precious time.
I am so sorry for your loss, Dee. His pain is over now. It's times like these that you have to hang on to your remaining family and friends for strength to endure your sorrow.
I can't even imagine the pain of losing a son. He suffered a lot, and now his pain and suffering are over. You and your family will be in my prayers. It is so very sad.
Oh Dee, I'm so sorry. Losing a child must be so hard to bear. I wish you strength to cope with this. It's true that his pain is over now, that is what you have to hang on to.
Name: Dee Stewart Willamette Valley OR Snowpeak Iris
I thought when I lost Cassel nothing more could hurt after 47 years of marriage but losing a child who has a child who is just 3 and all of Larrys life is right now more pain than I can handle but I know that he is no longer in pain and suffering and with our Father and his own father. Thank you all for being her for me.
Dee
Not a single day withtout thinking of you and Larrry since your first post. I feel so much for you and your family. There are no words when such an unacceptable death hits your family.
I thought about you every day and I knew the reason you had not posted was because you were busy with him and his family. I'm so sorry for all of you. I know how hard it is to lose a son. Let the Lord help you through the heart ache. It is impossible to withstand this kind of loss without God. Your son has not gone far.... You will feel him taking care of you and his babies closely over the next while. Those who pass seem to stay close by like Guardian Angels because they know they are needed. I am aware of situations where a Father who has passed away returned to protect his family in life and death situations. He can be there for his family in special ways now.
His babies need YOU too. Grandchildren see you as the special one who knows all the answers. We are so lucky to have our loved ones for the time they are given to us. Stay where folks are kind and life is soft. Please remember to take care of yourself. Intense grief has a physical affect on you. It is possible to die of a broken heart so talk to those you are closest to when you whom you can trust and talk to God often.
Name: Dee Stewart Willamette Valley OR Snowpeak Iris
I have GOD in my heart and always have and HE has seen me thru some crappy times that to be honest I wanted to turn away but could not.
The things that I am having such a hard time dealing with are children are never to die before their parents, and he at 50 had really started his life with a loving wife and a 3 year old. Not suppose to happen. Maryann his wife and I have had hard times in the past now she is turning toward me for strenght and advice.
ðŸ’💠I understand how upside down it feels. How unfair it all is ....when he had so much ahead of him in life that seems like rightfully belonged to him that will not come to pass in this sojourn. You are his mother. You are hurting as much as anyone yet you have to carry the hearts around you. It seems all backward, I know. Never put a question mark where God put a period. I have to remind myself this often when I wonder "Why?".
You are entrusted with helping to raise his children now. Make sure they know there is a light on the horizon and you will all reach it together. All my Love D. I know it's so very hard. â¤ï¸â¤ï¸
Name: Dee Stewart Willamette Valley OR Snowpeak Iris
I am still having a hard time dealing with the lost of my son. Things that can get to me so easy now puts more memories of our short time together. I had prayed so hard to have his cancer removed and placed in me. He had so much to live with with his son and doing all the things that even at 3 Nicolas (son) enjoyed with his dad. 2 weeks ago I got to take my little man for his first barber shop cut as I had always cut it. All I could see was his daddy watching over him and smiling. Larry had an infectious smile like his dad did. He never met a person that did not become a friend. He left this earth with many friends wondering where this wonderful kind caring man went to.
He, along with his dad are always with me and will be until I join them.
